Sunday, November 20, 2005
to the meanest, the weirdest, the most outspoken, the bravest, the coolest and bestest friend/cousin a girl could ever have...
maureen kate bugarin chavez... woah... i never thought i'd miss saying that name. okay... so i read your infamous blog entry...
don't ever believe the people who ask you to change.(i read all the card thingies people gave...remember?) you don't need to be girlier, preppier or whatever... you're perfect just the way you are. plus, if you start to change then, you would just be boring like the rest of us. no one wants a boring person... trust me... i'm the boring---est(does that word exist?) person ever. see thats sad... even i hate hanging out with myself :) you are a princess. it doesn't take a tiara, a throne or all those stupidass stuff to be one. all it takes is to have the qualities to be one. i swear, you aced the quality part.
it was a pleasure going through fun and irritating teenage stuff with you. i'm thankful for having the chances to bring you home and shit cos, everytime i do that, we get to bond and shit. i'm thankful for the mall adventures including our evil plots, you running out of the movie house when we were watching the grudge, our skybowl baboyness moment and all the other stuff. i'm thankful for the fact that you tried to help me with my uhh... top secret shit... i'm thankful for all the insults we've exchange because if it weren't for those, we would've never been friends. i'm thankful for the phone buddy days when we'd talk forever about random stuff for more than 3 hours. i'm thankful for all the gossip we've exchange through the past 3 years. you will forever be the gossip queen.
i am very sorry for putting you in that awful position last summer. i was stupid. the whole thing was entirely my fault. sometimes(well... actually most of the time), my evil side gets the best of me. i had no right to force you to choose sides. i know you were only trying to help. believe me when i say that i now appreciate everything you tried to do for me. i'm sorry for making you cry cos of one stupidass blog entry.i'm sorry for not always being there for you when you need or when it counts. i'm sorry for being over-bugging you sometimes. i'm sorry for all the cruel things i've done. i'm sorry for not paying much attention to you sometimes.
i've accepted the fact that my handy dandy camera is the only thing that keeps us together. maybe its like what happened to me and danica... maybe we're somehow grown out of each other.again, i believe that the whole growing out of each other thing is completely my fault cos of the stunt i pulled last summer. i really miss you... more than you could ever imagine.
eventhough a lot of sad stuff happened, i wouldn't trade up my high school life for anything. i met a lot of extraordianrily amazing people and experienced a lot of challenging stuff. i'm totally glad i went thorugh most of them with you. i wish we could be friends forever. it doesn't matter where we are naman diba? distance is nothing. :) i know i've said this a lot in the past few days but... i just want you to know and believe that... i love you more than i love my starbucks vanilla frap...
when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?
2:50 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
i made 2 layouts(guess who doesn't have a life!)... i made one for my this blog and my helado-y-burrito blog. the weird thing was that i couldn't decide what to use for this blog. yesterday, i decided to use the upbeat one but, that one isn't exactly finished yet so today, i switched the layout from the purple one to this one. you guys confused yet? well... i'm kinda confused too so i'll stop blabbering now...
last night, my sister and i were talking about this thing my classmate told me. she had an argument with her friend cos her friend thought that there was such a thing as small caps... tapos for some reason, we started talking about phrases(they're considered as phrases right?) that we don't exactly understand...
tuck out - what does that mean?
sit up - i don't get this one...
stand up - thats kinda redundant... if you're standing, you're already up... right?
lie down - this is like stand up :)
we gave more examples but i don't remember them na...
my sister asked me to quiz her about the different cities in all 50 states of the U.S. that was excruciatingly loooooooooong. we skipped hawaii though. PEARL CITY! :) the good thing about it was that my sister and i bonded for like, an hour or something. she's a demon child but she's nice to me sometimes... right sistah bear? i know you read my blog. come on! admit it. you even tag and stuff. haha! freak! (hey! notice! you got mentioned like, lots of times in this entry! hurrah!)
when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?
1:05 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
i have a new layout. it has been a very sloooooooooow sem break. I'm actually plagued with a bunch of homework(people might think na may wrong grammar ako... clarification: you're not supposed to put an s. homework is already its plural form) but, i don't want to study yet. I'm gonna start reading John Steinbeck's Of Mice And Men soon. Oh yeah! I changed the layout of my other blog too. [Told ya its been a slooow sembreak ;)]
My sembreak kickoff was Jacyn's party.
jacyn had a costume party last friday. since it was a costume party, we were required to wear costumes... DUH! monica and i didn't really bring costumes cos... we really didn't have clothes for those stuff... so we had a mini-meeting nung morning. we decided to go to bea's after school since bea's got lots of useful stuff there.
fast forward...i'm too tamad to write all the details.
after p.e., i met up with monnie cos she told me to ride with her and stuff. we left our stuff in front of the sportscom then we headed for the vendo cos we knew a lot of people there. we talked to irene, mapet and mara. they told us to go to cello's. since bea had a 3-2 and 2-7 thing pa, we said yes. monica's daddy picked us up then after getting monica's cellphone, we proceeded to cielo's. well... actually, we went to mcdo first cos i was supposed to buy fries but, it was kinda jampacked there so i decided not to buy na lang.
anyway... we met up with mapet, mara, sevy and katre at cello's. monica and i had an eating contest. she dared me to finish my m&m and oreo doughnut before she finished 4 C's. idiot that i was, i actually said yes. i was so mabagal. i kept on talking pa so she got to eat 2 na while i was still eating the m&m doughnut. i stopped talking na so we finished our second to the last doughnuts at the same time.
the deciding factor...
the deciding factor was the last doughnut. we started eating at the same time... at first, she was leading but in the end, i was victorious. :) i felt like puking right after the whole thing though... plus, when you think about it, she definitely ate more doughnuts so she's supposed to be the winner.
then blah... blah... blah... lots of stuff happened.[told you i'm tamad]
tapos the sayawatha people came to cielo's na. we saw roselle and she asked if we were going to jacyn's party. we said "yeah" then she said "can i come with you guys?" then we were like "sure. we're just waiting for bea's call". we just bugged the hell out of each other. 'twas fun!:)
after that, we met up with bea isabel, we went to her house na. we talked about serious shi- there. tapos we realized na we had to look for costumes pa so we went up to her old room. we raided her closet and stuff... it took a really loooooooooooooong time for us to find costumes. bea owned 50% of what we were wearing. we dressed up as retro hoes of an army dude:)
JACYN'S PARTY
nagpaface paint kami... 'twas fun. there were lots of 3-6 people there. they were all funny. tapos ang cool nung kinanta nila yung true to your heart. Rona had lots of solo thingies tapos she was super good! grabe... kaya pala they got in sa finals... super galing nila kumanta.
Oh yeah! nalate si danica... tapos yun lang. she dressed up as a ballerina. tapos... tapos... ang sarap ng food. tapos and funny ng relatives ni jacyn. someone dressed up as a nun. the other one dressed up as a priest tapos a little boy was wearing yung costume ng mga people that are in a cult. haha! la lang... it was super funny lang.
Then i was supposed to go the 3-2 party, chromatophobia, last saturday. i already bought a ticket and shit but since my people (3-2 people excluded) didn't want to go, i decided not to go na lang.
So far, I haven't exactly done anything productive with my life. I just went to the cemetery and the bazaar then did a bunch of stupid stuff. I'm actually incommunicado right now.
my brothers are way up in the mountains again. they're supposed to stay there until my dad comes back from his trip. daddy's got some serious trust issues... someone broke into his house daw the last time he went on a trip thingy.
i look so pathetic right now. i'm wearing my jammies and eating cereals at 5 pm. gaaaaaaaaah! why is my life so boring?
when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?
5:02 PM
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