"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
Neil Gaiman
"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."
Alexander Pope
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
hah... better be ready for senior year bitch. we're goin out with a bang. ;p
when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?
10:13 AM
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random stuff...
[x]coke is my water
[x]vanilla frap is my poison
[x]chocolates are my addiction
[x]the digicam is my companion
[x]the IPod is my bestfriend
[x]my friends and family are my life
[x]a cinderella story is my guilty-pleasure
[x]brooding is my specialty
[x]numbers are my weakness
[x]fix you is my absolute favorite
[x]everything you want is my story
[x]if only is my song